IT’S KILLING ME by ekuba ezia

I know I’m dying

I know it’s killing me

I know it’s weakening me

I know it’s hindering my progress

I know it’s the reason for my defeat

I know it’s the reason why I’m not growing

I know it’s the reason why success passes me by

I know it’s the reason why I’m retrogressing

 

 I tell myself, I will stay away from him

I tell myself I’m going to get rid of him

I tell myself I’m going to live like he never existed but

It seems impossible

He’s so much in love with me

I thought I loved him but

I realized it was all wrong

I realized my feelings were so wrong

After I figured out, he is poison

Poison enough to kill me

Poison enough to destroy all I worked hard for

Poison enough to destroy my destiny

Poison enough to erase a great future

 

He makes me feel good

I thought he was the best thing that ever happened to me

He makes me fall in love with him each day

Anytime I come in contact with him,

he lights my world with lights, fake lights

I don’t want to say I couldn’t live without him

I just want you but I can’t

It’s not worth it

My heart races the moment I see him

I still get butterflies when he comes around but

It’s all illusions

I thought my troubles disappear the moment he smiles but

It was all wrong

He said he wants to grow older with me and it scares me so much because

I don’t want to but I feel tied to him

I’m all over him and he’s all over me

I don’t know if I should call it addiction

 

Who can save me from him?

Who can save me from PROCRASTINATION?

I want to break up with him

I want to break up with PROCRASTINATION because

It’s killing me slowly

Im not able to reach my full potential because of him

I need help

I need another lover to replace procrastination!

Before I end up fruitless because

He is the thief of time and time waits for no man,

Not even the prettiest girl on the planet.

Ekuba Ezia

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